| Location | Huddersfield |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 2000 |
| Date of Death | 2000 |
| Visitors | 1,392 since 26/04/2007 |
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This site is set up in loving memory of my two son's Joshua and Samual.
Both were born prematuely, Joshua was born asleep at 24 weeks, He weighed 1lb 4oz.
Samual was extreamly poorly and rushed to ICU because he was trying to gasp for air, It felt like a blessing as he was born at just 22weeks.
He weighed 1 lb 6oz.
My greatest sadness is knowing i willed him to live yet he suffered.
At 5 days old the doctor said he had a gade 5 bleed to the brain and would have no quality of life, I was 15 years old and relied on everything they told me.
Together we turned his life support off and i cradled him for 20 minutes while he fell to sleep.
People think because i was young it was for the best but every day i think of them and long to have watched them grow.
They are my greatest achivment, My beautiful, brave little boys.
I now have three children and i miss Josh and Sam no less, My children know of their brother's and how they died. Each of my children has had to fight for their own lives and the three i have now were all born early, Each time it happened i thought history would repeat its self but eventually i was blessed.
MY ANGELS
How do you love a person who never got to be, Or try to see a face you bearly got to see?
How do you mourn the death of one who never got to live, When there's nothing to feel good about and nothing to forgive?
I love you my babies your now people of the wind, Free to be the memory of all that might of been.
I love you my babies, just as if you'd lived for years, No more no less i think of you,
My angel's of the wind.....
TO ALL OUR ANGELS
Children who die are not really gone, but go to a place that is something like home, Where they sleep a deep sleep as quiet as stone, Until we can join them when our lives are done.
Children who die are not really dead, but just like good children are tucked into bed, Wait the long wait while we go ahead, Till our tales are told and our tears all shed.
Children who die feel no pleasure or pain, In the place where they wait till they see us again, And all of us dance in a world washed with rain, Where the sun shines so brightly no sorrows remain........
POEM
On a hill in the distance,
A young boy quietly waits,
Patiently he watches,
For his family at the gates,
His blue eyes shine so brightly,
As hope swells within,
For soon he'll see his loved ones,
And never part again,
How joyous will be the meeting,
As mother holds her child,
And father kisses softly,
The angle, His long lost child,
Once more they'll hold each other,
And tears will be no more,
Forever they'll be together,
As they pass through hevens door.......
OF ALL THE GIFTS YOU'LL EVER HAVE, HOWEVER BIG OR SMALL.
TOO OF LOVED THEM AS YOUR LITTLE ONE, WAS THE GREATEST GIFT OF THEM ALL.
With love to all the children the world has sadly lost XXX.
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Hello,
How are you? i hope all is well with you, i hope you may not know me, and i don't know who you are, My Name is Miss cyentha khalifa i am just broswing now i just saw your profle (www.gonetoosoon.org) it seams like some thing touches me all over my body, i started having some feelings in me which i have never experience in me before, so i became interested in you, l will also like to know you the more,and l want you to send an email to my email address(cyenthakhalifa22@yahoo.com) so l can give you my picture for you to know whom l am. I believe we can move from here!I am waiting for your mail to my email address above. (Remeber the distance or colour does not matter but love matters alot in life)
miss cyentha.khalifa (cyenthakhalifa22@yahoo.com)
A Child Loaned
"I'll lend you for a little time
A child of Mine," He said,
"For you to love the while he lives,
And mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years
Or twenty-two or three,
But will you, till I call him back,
Take care of him for Me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you,
And should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories
As solace for your grief."
"I cannot promise he will stay,
Since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I've looked this wide world over,
In my search for teachers true.
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes,
I have selected you.
Now will you give him all your love,
Not think the labor vain,
Nor hate Me when I come to call
And take him back again?"
I fancied that I heard them say,
"Dear Lord, Thy will be done,
For all the joy Thy child shall bring,
The risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness,
We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him,
Much sooner than we planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,
And try to understand."
A mother to an Angel
I am sorry for your loss I really am. Your little Baby is with all the other little ones that have sadly had to leave us .. I wish it were different for you all I really do.I am a member of Life After Death ~Baby Loss Forum it may help you in some way...
Take care of yourself.
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hello this is for your mammy hope she reads it. hello, can i just say it doesnt matter how old you are when you get pregnant you grow up automataclly (sorry cant spell) i dont no weather i should be saying this but who ever said 'its for the best' are WRONG!!! you would of took care of your children and i think you love them so much to. its not how old you are its the love and support children need! you are like any new mammy age 15 or 35 yes you would of found it hard but so would a 35 year old yes you have your life in front of you, but at the end of the day its your choice and i think your children have a lovely mammy the best they could of had. im sorry but i think thats really unfortful of them! keep your chin up take care xx
Happy Birthday baby xxx
Dearest Josh, Today has been really hard, I thought about everything you might of done, I thought about what games you might like to play, How you might look.
Today baby you would of been 8, We would of had a huge party and had a wonderful time, I miss you very very much.
Sweet dream's xxx
It seems unfair not to mention samuel, I know you'll be looking after each other and you could say we sent you a present the other day as on sunday our new puppy died, So do mummy proud and raise him well.
Love to you all now and every day.
xxxxx
joshua and samual
gentle jesus up above please give my gransons a great big hug. miss you both so much always in my thoughts, night night, god bless love nanna.xxx
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